And I decided I wanted to get back to doing the things that make me tick and fill my soul, and I’m finding it’s really, really difficult to even send an email!
So I did hire a nanny but she lasted about 4 weeks because my mother-in-law just did not have it.
She’s Persian, so in her culture it’s like ‘We take care of our family, we don’t ever hire outsiders’, but I’m from LA, and it’s not normal if you don’t have a nanny!
…But other than that everyone’s happy and healthy so I don’t have anything to complain about! The baby is out and you’re just looking at yourself in the mirror and you’re like ‘Oh my gosh’.
It was a really strict diet plan that I followed and now it’s just busy time.
So now I see my mother in law every day and I’ll probably end up hiring another one.
She was really difficult those weeks that I had a nanny and told me that I had to fire her!
I obviously realized that having a child was going to change [my] life, but I don’t know, I just thought ‘Okay I’ll have the baby and everything will get back to normal.
We’ll just work around and it.’ But no, it’s just so not like that.